How can anyone in this world can stand HERE!!!how can anyone stand all this chaos!?!? It been two years.......I may took the first wrong step to choose to enter here.....I give up all things.....my future in Wushu club and many many more in order to be here.....till now it has been two years.....and i getting bored.....sick.....loss passion towards this holy place......WHAT HAPPENING TO ME!!?All of them seem to change.....from those nice people....now.....just like someone u hated so much.Isit my problem or theirs?Or i may have too high requirement towards them?Or are their wrongs?The worst part is seems like everyone thinks i a nice happy-going guy.....but whoever in this world will ALWAYS BE LIKE THIS!?Somehow i feel tired now......i need to rest......
P.S. Before helping people, pls help yourself first.....like a chinese proverb say....a mankind can live till now is depends on our selfishness
